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i'm growing out of my pants -=tears=-. oh well perfect reason to go shopping for new clothes lol. well kinda but its crazy.

I look at him, but I don't see him. Not the real him anyways, it's somewhat like a shadow. I can chase him all I want, but I'll never find him. And it kills me inside, because i think it's all my fault. He thinks he can fix me like a broken toy, but sometimes you can't fix things you helped break. Some times you lose the pieces. He thinks he can read me like a book, but I know he can't. He may know my secrets, but he'll never understand or know what goes on in my head.  He wont understand so I'm not even gonna waste my time trying to explain. Don't think I'm not getting better because I am, but it's just because I'm afraid he'll turn me in an

I am running away from you And I am running into my own world I am running away from you And I am running away from everything I am just running Not from any one I am just running Until this race is won I'll keep running Until I get away From you And everything you do You don't realize that what you do, yea it hurts me Deep in side I wish you'd notice what goes on When you do this, to yourself and everyone But I know that you don't care You never really did and you probably never will So I'll keep running away from you So you can't hurt me still But the pain It still lingers here In my heart, and in my head You're s